Staying up all night

So lately, I've been having trouble falling asleep. Not just falling asleep, staying asleep. It's not so serious that I should go to a doctor a pop a few Ambien. Just tedious enough to make me very pissed off. There's just so many things I could be doing. I wish I were a machine so I could just plug myself into the outlet and recharge while multitasking. That would be brilliant. And when I get tired in the middle of the day, I could just swap in a new battery. I would get so much more done in a day. (sigh)

I just did 5 entries for my Sense and Sensibility Dialectical Journal. That's how bored I am. I get pretty intense when I set my mind to something I guess. I WILL STAY UP ALL NIGHT AND READ FANFICTION, GODDAMNNIT. So I did. Best night of 2010 yet. I watched House, How I Met Your Mother, countless Jude Law interviews.

Which reminds me. RDJ needs to do some Comedy Central interviews. Probably not Colbert, but Jon Stewart for sure! Even Jude Law has done them, why not RDJ? Grr. Hulu is devastatingly bare of any good RDJ videos.

I hope my Sherlock phase passes quickly. These obsessions are always all-consuming but often short-lived. Good God, I still remember that Simon Cowell, Ryan Seacrest phase I went thought. (shudder) Don't really know what was wrong with me then. (Yeah yeah, "Then?". Shaddup.)

There are some small interests that never change. Or don't seem to have for a looooong time. I really wish they would either go away or resolve themselves. (Not you Snape, I could never leave you.) Anyways, the thoughts niggle and tease. It's horrible. I wish there was a Tylenol for that.

Tomorrow, I am going to the library to pick up some more porn. Maybe I'll get myself a serious books. (Snort) Well, still looking forward to it! Yee!